Nonsense

Talk about irony...

1. That was the first and last time I put me having Rassyid's number to use.
   
2. Syaz has never ridden in a car that I was driving (because I haven't been really driving for that long), and that night, I was the one driving there. And I was going 160km/h... at least that was what Asilah said. I didn't bother looking at the meter.
3. On the way back, we missed the exit to Shah Alam and ended up having to do a U-turn in Nilai. In other words, we got lost.

All these happened on the night me and Asilah sent Syaz off to Pittsburgh. Maybe no one else but me understand what the irony is, but I don't care. Haha.

Syaz, I'm seriously going to miss you. I'm going to miss the time we had, and the time we didn't had. I'm gonna regret those 6 months that we could've spend laughing and hanging out rather than what happened. And I'll seriously regret that we could not spend at least one more girls day out before you went away.

Now I've no one to call when I'm lonely. No one to send stupid 1 text message to. No one to hang out with during the weekends or the holidays. No one to talk to about my problems. It seems like everyone is moving on, except me. But, I'm not blaming anyone. Life goes on :)

And to Rassyid, take very good care of my sayang. If (God forbid) anything happens to her, I'll seriously belasah you to pieces.

I pray for this not to happen...

But I feel as if, slowly... I'm starting to lose my babes.

I miss u guys friggin' much.
I miss us.
I miss the times we spent together, doing anything, doing nothing.

Please pick up my phone call or reply my sms once in a while. I know u guys are busy and my call or sms isn't as exciting as what's going on in ur life right now and my life itself isn't as exciting as yours. I'm not doing something interesting every other day, I'm not top of the class, I don't have a guy in my life... and I'm not many thing you guys are. Therefore, I know I won't have anything interesting to tell about. But I seriously miss you guys and I just wish we could have at least one last 'us' time... As we know that 'us' won't be the same 'us' again in the near future. Well, it probably hasn't been the same since we started college/uni anyway, but you guys know what I mean right?

You may think I'm lame or a loser or whatever, for not moving on with my life, like you guys are moving on with yours. But that's just the way I am. It's hard for me to let go of the past, be it good or bad. I know that can be a bad thing, but, well, that's me. Well, I do have new friends and I love them. But to me, nobody can replace you guys. And I do have a new life, but I'd never forget my old life, because that's what made me who I am today (good or bad).

But, I'm happy you guys are happy.

Just don't ever, ever, EVER change ok? I love you guys just the way you are.

xoxo,
Adilah
:)

The other day as I was driving to and from Shah Alam to take my results (to certain ppl, yes, I was driving alone. As in by myself ;P), I realized something...

Perhaps I got my driving skills from my three close friends: Asilah, Syaz and Iqa.

Okay okayyy, I may not drive as good as them right now, but I do have some certain driving qualities as they do: I drive fasttt without noticing, I change lane abruptly sometimes (but only in deserted highway i.e DUKE highway :D)... oh, and for sure I have Syaz's famous sharp turns and tendency to get lost.

Buttt, I'm not saying that my girls are bad drivers. They are good drivers. Better than me (obviously). If not, I would've never gotten a ride from them... well, maybe I still would've.

Oh well, I've still another 2 months of holiday to further improve my driving skill. Who knows, maybe when 19th July comes, I'll be able to drive to Nilai on my own without my parents getting worried :)

p/s: good drivers or not, I still love u guys. muehehehehehe.
p/p/s: yes i know, this post content have nothing to do with it's title. haha. and no, i'm not telling my results.

Asilah: still in the middle of her finals. After that, debate... and debate... and then some more debating...
Syaz: finished finals. But busy for her *******. Hahaha.
Iqa: going back to UIA.
Ana: same as Iqa (why la do u girls have to take short sem? :()
Puteri: busy in UPM with college activities or something like that...
Nadia: MIA. Where la are u Nadia?
UiTM-ers: most of them are far away from me.
Me: ?????????????????????????

Haha. Gile lonely.

p/s: wawa, jom kite! ;) i dah bosan gile ni. hehe.

2008/2009 is my first year as a medical student. It was fun, interesting and crazy like hell... but all of it was expected. So, nothing new.

As I'm too lazy to explain more (or in other words, I don't know ;P), so here are some pictures to summarize everything:

So... this is my new blog! Again.
This blog is born due to me being so bored during my holidays. Haha.
We'll just wait and see how (and how long) this blog will survive in the real world out there.
As a heads up, I should let you know that I think I'll mostly talk nonsense here (hence the name of the blog).

See u!

:)

ps: this is not the first official post.