Hopefully not.
I pray for this not to happen...
But I feel as if, slowly... I'm starting to lose my babes.
I miss u guys friggin' much.
I miss us.
I miss the times we spent together, doing anything, doing nothing.
Please pick up my phone call or reply my sms once in a while. I know u guys are busy and my call or sms isn't as exciting as what's going on in ur life right now and my life itself isn't as exciting as yours. I'm not doing something interesting every other day, I'm not top of the class, I don't have a guy in my life... and I'm not many thing you guys are. Therefore, I know I won't have anything interesting to tell about. But I seriously miss you guys and I just wish we could have at least one last 'us' time... As we know that 'us' won't be the same 'us' again in the near future. Well, it probably hasn't been the same since we started college/uni anyway, but you guys know what I mean right?
You may think I'm lame or a loser or whatever, for not moving on with my life, like you guys are moving on with yours. But that's just the way I am. It's hard for me to let go of the past, be it good or bad. I know that can be a bad thing, but, well, that's me. Well, I do have new friends and I love them. But to me, nobody can replace you guys. And I do have a new life, but I'd never forget my old life, because that's what made me who I am today (good or bad).
But, I'm happy you guys are happy.
Just don't ever, ever, EVER change ok? I love you guys just the way you are.
xoxo,
Adilah
:)
